It is so painful….knowing that he is near, but never will be mine. I step back each time in frustration, with a desperate wish to touch him. I try to cope with it but each time he looks at me, I shiver. I cant go on any longer, I just dont know what to do….we are so different, and yet we are best friends…and still one day I hope he will notice, that all this time I was standing nearby, guarding his peace….
